There's so much to think about right now. In roughly four months I will be at one of the biggest crossroads in my life. I can't help but feel like 'Oh God, what will happen now?' graduating is a bif intimidating thing. I know what I want to do. I want to open up my own restaurant/ art gallery. I want to eventually get married and settle down and support a family of my own. I'm so scared. There's so many what ifs. I'm worried that I'll never get my restaurant off the ground, I'm worried that I'll never have enough money to support a family, Worried that I'll end up alone and never get married, just plain worried about everything. It's almost a surreal feeling knowing that I'm about to take the largest step of my life to being a completely independent adult and I welcome it, but at the same time I want to vomit because I'm so nervous. Hopefully with all I've learned and experienced I can make the most of live, even if that means sacrificing my hobbies at times.